suicidalbarbie
suicidalbarbie
I attend a prestigious boarding school in Alabama. I'm a senior in high school. I was an RLST, (I recently was kicked off for no reason other than jealous girls and rumors) but I'm currently Editor in Chief of my school's literary magazine, and Ambassador, and president of FBLA. I have excellent grades, an amazing boyfriend, abundant friends, money, a (mostly) supportive family, and overall a very blessed life. Some people would refer to me as the "It girl," that girl who everyone wants to be and is jealous of. But I'm also very nice and approachable, so people find it difficult to not like me. I have very few enemies, and I have goals in my future. I have been accepted to my dream college, and currently, everything is going perfectly. Yet, sometimes I hit a depression. I don't tell anyone, because honestly, I have absolutely no reason to be depressed, my life is literally a movie. And I know it. And while that is great, I have been through my fair share of hard experiences. Eating disorders, being molested by my cousin, ect. But no one can really understand why I would ever be upset now, today. But I still am. I can't explain it. I sit in my room alone and cry. Suicide thoughts drift in and out of my mind. I figured joining this site may help. Somehow. I don't really know what's the matter with me. I feel like such a brat sometimes.