Idk what it is with today…. I’ve just felt like shit all day. I’ve felt like screaming and crying all day and i have no idea why…. i have thought having my daily relapse for the day and making myself look like someone sliced the hell out of my arm….. Today i have done nothing but think about when i used to weigh 110- pounds and i have an issue with binge eating and i fucking hate myself for eating so much today…. I’m honestly thinking starving myself again like i used to.. And this time i don’t want help….. Anyone can offer all the […]
I’m 17. I’m the biggest fucking failure to my family. No one ever believes me when i tell the truth about things, they always believe a lie over the truth. I’m sick and tired of feeling a screw up, im tired being a failure, im tired being talked to like im stupid, im tired of people treating me differently just because i wear “too much” black, im tired of taking the blame for everyone in the house, im tired of taking the blame just because im the oldest or because im the closest one to yell at…… I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! […]