I couldn’t stand to even look at myself in the mirror anymore because all I saw was a fat, ugly girl with a lot of baggage.  Everybody sees me as the bubbly, happy girl in school but almost every day, I would go home and slash my wrists because I couldn’t stand myself.  I hated myself. I wished I was dead. This week was horrible.  I almost got dumped, my parents yelled at me for stupid things on multiple occasions and my days seemed to be getting longer as I couldn’t sleep.  About a year ago, I started to make myself throw up after I ate.  I […]