*****, whore, slut that’s all I ever hear now. I found a guy I thought it was going  to turn my life around. Then the ex gets involved I’m not apparently the new school whore. I’m so lonely I have almost no one. People say they care but you know they really couldn’t give a shit. I just want to be loved have someone there for me someone that I know they love me. Everyone hates me I’m such a freak I screw everything up. I don’t know what to do. I hate things so much I wanna just walk away from my life sometimes.