I cannot do this anymore. My life is falling apart faster every second. I’m falling back into depression. My anxiety is eating me alive, panic attacks lasting all day. I’m never happy, I just want to be unconscious. I am pathetic, I use/abuse any drug I can get my hands on; anything that will take this feeling away and numb me. Everything good crumbles to pieces and I can’t fix any of them. Everyone is leaving me, anyone who is still here will eventually leave like the rest. I’m failing in school.  I am not okay. I am in so much pain. I can’t stand to […]
