I am new to this site and frankly I’m scared. I have struggled with thoughts of suicide on and of for years but the key word is struggled. I have been in a place where I am so numb that contemplating methods is all I do and it doesn’t feel scary but rather reassuring. However, it is scary that people come on this website not for help the fight for life but to discuss gruesome methods? I understand that for some who are in this place discussing it might make it seem more acceptable or real but for me it is a concept that I […]