After everything thats been happening, everything thats happened, all in my other posts, I’m supposed to see a shrink for depression.
I just want to die though, it gets better for two second it gets worse, the amount of hate I’m getting on my ask.fm is huge, I just want them to stop but i cant delete my sk, (showing it to police) life is just a shithole, and I’ve no way out.
I tried it, I couldnt do it Ive fucked it up. i dont know how to do it, quickly so thers no chance of fucking up, i tried getting some castor bean seeds but my ma caught me online. idk what to do, i just want something quick and untreatable but the only ways i have accsess to can be reversed or aren’t quick im not too fussy on painless though. any ideas cuz quite honestly im fucked up now all i got left to do is die any ideas and no i dont fucking want to talk i tried getting help but in ireland […]
I’ve spent a long while thinking about my decision. Life just is just shit for me and it always will be. Shit started when I was 6, when I just came to Ireland with my mom to meet my da, I honestly had no memory of him before, life got bad when he entered it. It was a bearable kind of bad though. My sister was born later, after a while I got used to him beating my mom. It was bearable. When I turned eight and he got his new job, I dont know why but he began to turn on me as well […]