I am at the point where I do not want to fail anymore. For every one item I get right, there are at least 12 I am getting wrong and doing damage to someone, somewhere.
It is not necessarily difficult to “get up”, “keep trying”, since “you are such a good (parent, sibling, co-worker, friend, student, insert whatever here)”. It is difficult hearing people actually believe that it is going to get better. For some, sure it does get better. For me, not so much. I have hope without faith.
It gets better only when I become available to assist with whatever they need. I hear them, […]