SwordHeart

I’m not crazy.  I score high on Asperger’s but it’s still not a good fit.  I have always had this feeling of not belonging, even of being an alien.  When the loneliness gets too bad, I think of suicide.  On better days, I think about what my mission might be.  Maybe just to explore or be an emissary.  I have taken up the study of astronomy expressly to find out whether some other star might resonate.  I haven’t yet found the star, but I have found the constellation.  Somehow I knew the name before I knew it existed.  Anyway, now I’m wondering if there are […]