I’m scared I’m going to lose the only thing that I love. The only thing I live for..
It’s like she’s slipping away and I can’t stop her from leaving me. I had a major freak out last night and cried till my lungs hurt. I can’t live like this knowing that my best friend/girlfriend  can just leave me alone and hurt at any time. I know she’s going to hurt me in the end. It’s sick. I’m sick.
All I want to do is die before she or anyone else can hurt me.
