Sorry, I’ve been away. I am alive. I won’t be around much, I’ve got a lot of fixing myself to do, I lost the one thing that kept me sane.
How am I? I’m awful. I can’t describe how terrible I’m feeling at the moment. I want to cry but I just think I’d feel more pathetic. I hate it and no one realises. I hate everyday and I just don’t want to deal with at all.