I think I have to be the biggest hypocrite on the face of the planet. I am a licensed clinical social worker who took an oath to prevent suicide and yet it’s all I think about every night, all night, every day, all day. I hate my existence so much so that every night my only prayer is that I never wake up. I want to cease to exist, to never wake up, to die and forget this horrible thing called “Life”. At times I look at my clients who talk to me about wanting to commit suicide and I want to tell them to […]
