For the past three years iv been super depressed and attempted suicide twice, thought about it probably about 20 times. Nobody knows whats going on, smiling is easier then expressing the pain. Lately its been getting to close, these thoughts are tearing me in two and a few days ago i almost did it. I was all set to make it my last night, i wrote about why i was doing it. I kept thinking if i cant love myself then nobody can. I got a sharp object and almost did it but heard my mom get up in the middle of the nght, seeing […]
