I know it’s not natural to feel the way I feel. Everyone around me in public places either feels a way I have never felt, or knows how to bury any sense of sadness, an unshakable sadness that i’ve been harboring forever. I can’t seem to get rid of this sinking feeling deep in my stomach. It has been with me for years now, and the isolation from everyone doesn’t seem to be helping. I can’t go out and talk about these things with others, they seem too comfortable and secure in their lives, dead set in the ways that seem to keep them from […]
