I’m so spiritually confused. I’m trapped with no car, and hardly any money. I impulsively spend the small amount of money I have in my bank account. I am just, trapped. Exhausted. I’ve lost all creativity. All my passion has been drained. I constantly feel as if I’m being watched, judged. Always aware of my thoughts. Drained. No eye contact. No smile. Violent thoughts. I’m so sick. I need my God again.
