this is Ryunosuke Akutagawa a Japanese writer i like him he killed himself in 1927 i am planning to free myself of this world in 2014 two year before the global oil peak in 2016 like Ryunosukei feel uneasy about the future HOW DO I GET BARBITURATES Ryunosuke killed himself with an overdose of barbital in the afterlife if i cant be with god i wish to go to the same place as Ryunosuke
“such voluntary death must give us peace”- Ryunosuke Akutagawa
“Now even if I die, no one will be so grieved as to do himself bodily harm. No […] I know just how much sadness my death will cause you. Undoubtedly you will weep when you learn the news–apart, of course, from such ornamental sentimentality as you may indulge in–but if you will please try to think of my joy at being liberated completely from the suffering of living and this hateful life itself, I believe that your sorrow will gradually […]
i am a kamikaze pilot my target is the USS depression i will sink the ship and free my soul from my body and free myself of this world.
  
i don’t believe in the cult but i like there suicide method and like them i hope god picks me up when i die on the back of an angel im turning 21 next year i know that i can buy vodka but what about the phenobarbital does anyone know how to get barbiturate phenobarbital or does anyone now how to make barbital was marketed as vernol
the world is a matrix i must get out i must get free