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I am depressed  and want to die  I have tried Prozac and Lexapro  i am planning to die by Oxycontin overdose i took oxy before not in overdose and I havent  been active on the website for a while and my suicide attempt with sleeping pills failed
I attempted suicide by ambien but it dint work on march 17 2013 that was suppose to be my last post
flying out to mexico to buy ******** leaving the earth on march 17th i really liked this site well ive go to pack my bags get the ******** come back and RIP
life is a pain ever day i have kidney pains i’m happy though knowing that I going to end it on march 17 I also have insomnia when I am dead I can sleep and live well if god rejects me i will become the reapers angel and fight by his side  i have stockpiled a supply of prescription grad sleeping pills and a bottle of wine and a small bottle champagne and a plastic bag self euthanasia will be the cure .
Ive purchased round trip business class ticket’s for march 17 I’m getting on the first plane to the afterlife the tickets are round trip in case i want to visit my family when I’m dead I need to pack my stuff on march 17 I’m heading to the airport and getting on that plane!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m getting ready for my death on march 17 i’m 19 and 19 years on this earth is long enough to live anymore would be irrational time to RIP
I have prescription grade sleeping pills, a bottle of wine , and a plastic bag I’m packing my bags and moving to the afterlife before ww3 starts the world is in a financial decline the US is bound to have a cold war with china lets die and go to gods garden before shit hits the fan and the whole system comes crashing down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to get a free copy type peaceful pill pdf into Google
Ryunosuke Akutagawa – “such voluntary death must give us peace”
i want to drink hemlock like Socrates no true philosopher has a fear of death
the Japanese have such a great seance of honor when they fuck up they choose death how noble i cant want to join them there such an inspiration
nothing bad about death just the thing that comes before it which is the fear of it -seneca
we must travel in direction of our fea – john berryman
barbiturates oh barbiturates how i wish i I had the barbs, barbs and a few bottles of wine to die in my sleep to experience the older brother of sleep suicide is forever and that’s just the way I want it life is a pain death is the cure theirs nothing bad about death just what comes before it which is the fear of it we should all have a stoic death
“Nothing matters to us in this age to escape it with all speed”- Tertullian
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i want to go to god’s garden if the gate is locked I will go through the back door
“But paradise is locked and bolted….
We must make a journey around the world to see if a back door has perhaps been left open.†– Heinrich Von Kleist
“Death there’s nothing bad about it at all except the thing that comes before it—the fear of it.”- Seneca
“Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one’s head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no to-morrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace.†– […]
my family all hate me and i am so glad for that now I can kill myself and not feel guilty about it
my poem – last refuge
when i see the moon i see god in the moon and god tells me to come to were he is to come to this last refuge the final frontier the last fortress where man can hold out against the storm indefinitely. I see god he says I will give you love, warm, food , and shelter from this cold world but every day i don’t go where god is and every day i regret my choice to not […]
“The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t do so out of quote ‘hopelessness’ or any abstract conviction that life’s assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for […]
my name is not important I am 19 years old i have been alive long enough I wish to retire to the country side.
I see a world in decline north Korean aggression . loss of jobs an economy in the sewer. i leave this world with the happiness that I came into it with I wish no I want to die to be free of the earth mom dad I will watch over you for the stars but I feel that I have no desire to keep living I cant go on please cremate my body and throw my ashes into a river any […]