So I managed to get a girlfriend, and she was so cute,and sweet, and understanding, and I fell in love on day one, and she claimed so did she. Unfortunatly she lived about an hour away. Now there isn’t anything wrong with that, except today she told me she had been having sex with my best friend, and her best friend, everyday we had dated (4-5 days) and Now I want to die. I’ve been hurt and used so many times. I’m honestly thinking about ending it al tonight…..
You know what. After my friend and I made up yesterday I thought everything would be good. I walked into college today thinking “No getting depressed, this will be a new year and a good start” I went 2 minutes until people started bullying me. I had thought it would have stopped after I completely flipped and screamed at them last year.
So, first lesson – ICT, first thing that happened was I was pushed into the huge mother fudging computer, and they laughed at me and shouted “Emo boy gonna cry? Go cut yourself freak”. Well, I went into the boys loos after, and as […]
Well…..yeah since the new year began I said to myself “No more cutting”. And I had stuck to that rule until today. One of my closest friend has been trying to cheer me up for about 3 days straight, and yesterday it worked. But today she was in a depressed mood, and I was trying to cheer her up, and I confessed my love to her, and she just turned her back on me and acted like she didn’t care, no matter how hard I tried to cheer her up, and it hurt me so bad.
So out came the knife and ….. yeah, I just don’t […]