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I should be careful and not come here too often…

I’ve been quite depressed, lacking hope and feeling generally worthless yadda yadda, uninspired to do anything but wallow in self pity.

Being so full of hate that I even learned how to tie a noose.

That made me feel better.

Because although we can all theoretically end it all when we want, it is often quite difficult. Not everyone has handy drugs in the closet. Some will just have to do it the tried and true old school way.

So it’s not always comforting enough to think: well hold on one more day because you can always end it, because […]