ThePurpleThread

I feel damaged beyond repair.  Every minute of every day is filled with emotional pain.  I want to die so badly.  I don’t understand why people who love life, who are happy and have people who actually love them are taken away everyday.  But someone like me who actually welcomes death continues to wake up day after day.  It’s like the universe is incredibly twisted.  It inflicts life on those of us who no longer want it, and inflicts death on those who want nothing more than to live.  I want to disappear.  I am 38 years old, and I’ve felt like this for years. […]