One year has passed since I saw you last.
The memories I have amassed are fading fast.
You could neve be at peace with the haunts of your past.
You left my heart broken, it still wants a cast.
I now sit alone in this summer field of grass.
Thinking of the winds that carry your ash.
I now stand alone on this winter hill of snow.
Torn because you couldn’t say, and I can never know.
One more year has passed since I saw you last.
All I can remember is the sound of your laugh.
Its never enough, it will forever only equal […]
Its been heating up nicely in Pennsylvania. Had some ugly (obvious self harm) scars on my arm since last November. 5 of them, they made me sick. I was so fucked up (drunk) when I did them it was hazey to remember. I used a steak knife because I didn’t have a razor. Really tore the skin apart. (Saw fatty tissue) the next day I was fucking pissed. I let a fucked up shell of the worst of me scar me. The first month was bad. They wouldn’t heal. I thought I was going to have to stich it up myself with fishing line because […]