Truth is, I’m back where I started. It’s coming up a year since my last attempt, which landed me in hospital. I thought I was getting better at this thing but it turns out I’m not. I can’t sleep and since I can’t sleep I have no energy to do anything. I’m failing school and I’m a disappointment to my parents, but honestly, right now I couldn’t care less. I need help but I don’t want it. I just block everyone out and put up walls so I can’t get hurt. I don’t want to be here anymore. They need to let me go so […]