I have a grandma who sweeps all the horrible incidents under the rug, a uncle who has gotten me arrested and had threatened to do it again. My dad has been in jail since i was 4 for attempted murder against my mom. I was in the backseat and witnessed the whole thing. My moms blood splattered on my 4 year old self. Therefore it has caused my mom My mom and i to get post traumatic stress disorder and she can act like a bipolar psychotic ***** and has even runaway leaving a note that she was dying of cancer mets. Luckily i hacked […]
I truly feel that the way I’m going to leave this world is suicide. I feel like I wasn’t built for this world and I wasn’t dealt a very great hand. I have PTSD and my depression just keeps getting worse. My mind tells me that I should just kill myself and get the fuck outta this life. I’m just so ready to get in my car, find a garage, and turn the ignition on.