I’ve had so many conversations about suicide with friends and family, most follow the line of “I could never do that.”, “How could you ever want to end life?” Yet I wake up nearly everyday and my initial thought is – I have been squandering my years on earth. I often think, someone who didn’t get the chance to live should have my time. There has to be someone who deserves it more, who would appreciate it more and cherish the time they had with people who cared about them. Every year on my birthday I wonder why I am celebrating. Not to induce sympathy. […]