I’m only 14, and suicide has been on my mind a lot. Even if  I’m depressed or not. I can never seem to get it off of my mind. I want to die. I don’t see the point in living when you can’t be happy. I have gotten help this year but from a trusted teacher. I mean I don’t have a bad life… but when you can never be happy… you kinda want to die.  I mean it seems like my only last option now. But how do I plan for it? How do I stay content with my plan?