I don’t understand.
I just want to die already.
I don’t understand the duality of humankind. At one moment, I can be listened to, appreciated, understood, and cared for. At the next, I can be brushed to the side as a mere nuisance in everyone’s lives. Utter garbage at their feet, begging to belong. I don’t understand people – yet I call myself an extrovert.
I go from the celebration of being elected Homecoming King to debating suicide in the same night. I get accepted into multiple colleges and offered multiple scholarships, but my only goal in life now is to stop […]