I need someone to trust, someone that i can tell everything to, someone who wouldnt judge me. My “friends” say i can trust them, but i know i cant..
I cant stop crying, i cant stop imaging ways to kill my self, i cant stop thinking about being dead. I want out. I want to die. I just want it to all be over, Why was i even born.
Im 13, i live in britian in a country called scotland. A few years ago everything was amazing, i had my family and my friends i loved live. In 2007 is where everything started to get worse, one of my grandfathers passed away and three months later my other grandfather took a sudden heart attack and died. Then i started losing constantrition at school, i couldnt think, i didnt want to have friends. A few boys bullied me, id get called lots of names, when i started high school, everything was okay, i was poplaur, everyone seemed to really like me it was good i […]