I’ve been stuck in a spiraling whirlpool and going deeper and deeper for about 2 1/2 years. Its gotten worse in the last 10 months. I feel such an overwhelming sense of inadequacy, of being a failure, of being a burden, of being useless. It keeps getting worse, and I’ve gotten to a point where I consider suicide several times a week.
My episodes of depression are closer and closer, and I feel more and more alone, but I can’t go through with anything, because I know it will cause pain to those around me, and yet I’m so sick of feeling the […]