I don’t know if I’ll ever become anything useful. My education has been arranged differently and it’s supposed to help me. I do school slower and less than others. But I feel like it has somehow made my mental state worse. I feel like I can’t make it in life because of my mental health and general laziness. I’ll just end up being a disappointment and a burden. It makes me want to end it before it happens but I can’t because my loved ones would be sad.
