I cant do this anymore. Im not leaving you, Im just leaving. I am broken. I am worthless. I am just going to go away and find someplace to die. I am sorry I ruined your life. I am sorry I ruined the kids lives. They will be better off without me. They will forget me soon enough. They have no one who cares without us and now I have to leave and they have even less. I am sorry. I have become a bad influence on them. I cant think right anymore. Its better that I remove myself from them. the state has been […]