After good advice I am going to go to sleep and wake up with new eyes………after reading a lot of these shitty posts this site should be if you want to feel shitty come here. Â I am not looking for attention or hope I will make up my own mind. I am melancholy but will prevail in my decision it is my life and I will have to deal with the everlasting life consequences if I go through that never ending despair in the end. Â I am holding my breath and counting to 100 and keep realizing my life is a fary tale to some […]
I made the user name tonight only because this is exactly as long as I plan my miserable existance to last No mor sugar coating something that should of been taking care ago a long time ago. Â When I was 21 I met a man who promised to take care of me and all he did over ten years was beat the living snot out of me and make me face the pathetic truth of my life I am nothing. Â I escaped and have been happy for 11 years but the lurking doubt is always there, tonight when I needed friends and family since I […]