I can never do anything right now these days, I try, but nothing works. I cannot even say a word without getting yelled at by my mother, I can’t even sleep right for some reason. I am about this close to snapping, and if I do, it will be bad, I don’t want that. I feel like everything is just going to fall apart on me, I feel like I am going to fall apart. Why am I still here in this world? Why am I still standing?
Why am I still sane?
I am an utter wreck, I lost my job, I am always at odds with my mother, I am constant arguments with my father, I bicker with my siblings, I distance myself from others. I seem to never care, I always think that looking out for myself is the best way to go. What is wrong with me? When I look at my knife on my table, I tell myself, maybe, just maybe,  If I’m gone from this world, I will never cause anyone harm and grief, I will never become a bother, I will never become a burden. For 10 years, I have been so bitter, towards the […]
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