I don’t even know why I made this. I’m just so depressed right now. Even when I’m happy I could kill myself. Honestly the only reason I’m still here is my family. They’ve already been through so much shit. And I don’t want them to blame themselves. But I’m just always so fuking sad. I don’t see my life ever changing. Isn’t it wrong to keep someone here who hates it so much? I think so. I’ve been trying for so long, but things never get better, only worse. I’m sacred about what comes after death though ya know? I just want to die and […]