I am old, 41, Mom of 3 children. I have been suicidal since age 12. Many attempts, some juvenile attention getting tactics, some genuine desire to die. Most recently tried helium, very poor planning on my behalf, did not have regulator valve so obviously no continuous flow of helium. Yeah, I really was THAT stupid! I am impulsive and seldom think things through. I am considering another method, possibly sealing up my crappy, ancient car and purchasing a charcoal grill. I would hope there would be no panic and no backing out, just peaceful sleep. I like the thought of catching the bus with someone […]
