To sum it all up, I’ve been self harming. I don’t know hot to control myself or deal with emotions. I keep giving myself goals and reasons not to commit suicide but i feel like things are getting worse. I want to have control over something so i dont feel so pathetic. I feel like i’m forcing myself to stay and I just dont want to. Its not for attention but i tell people so that i have a reason to stay. i’m getting so tired. My boyfriend is always there for me and he’s so amazing but he’s losing his patience with me. I wasn’t […]
