Im 21 male, living with parents, emotionally disconnected from everything, get anxiety attacks but i can control it so others don’t know. and have massive depression from when I was a kid, its getting a lot worse now.
Im getting frustrated, i tried partial suspension first two times then full suspension but chickened out after 3 seconds, then partial again.
idk what to do anymore, I’m 100% going to find a way to die for sure but i cant get my body to go through with it. I even tried getting drunk yesterday by drinking a whole bottle of vodka, ended up puking and falling asleep. btw […]