Only good things happen to good people. My dad killed himself becuase he hated me and I guess I deserved it.
My dad committed suicide when I was 3 and I have no memories with him. He never loved me. So if he never loved me that means no one loves me.
Life is so fragile. But it’s painful when someone you love gives it up. That what my dad did when I was only 3. And I hate him for it. I’m not trying to sound bratty but he abandoned me, he never loved me. People always think that I can just tough it out, well they don’t know how painful it is either. I just found out this knews when I was 14. And I just don’t know what to do anymore. Why did it have to be my dad?. Why didn’t he love? Why? I don’t know what to do with myself. No one knows […]
When I was 3 my father commited suicide. I was told this on my 14th birthday the age I am currently at now. When I heard the news it changed my view of him. How can I forgive a man who basically abandoned me. How can forgive a man who never even loved me. I mean seriously if he truly loved me he would have stayed with me and my mom and my brother. It funny how people are soo “blessed” to have a father. But, am I even blessed to not have one. I feel as if I’m in darkness and stuck there and […]