i cant take this anymore. if i open up to pmy parents, ill hurt them. if i open up to 99% of my friends, theyll make me feel stupid and yell at me for feeling like this. they dont understand that they make it worse by doing that. i cant take this anymore. i want all of this to end.
my throat hurts from trying to choke myself over the weekend. it hurts to yawn. ijust .. dont see a point anymore. i want ot die. please let me out of this hell.