And discovery is the mouth of a cave, draped in vines, deep in the forest, untouched by anyone else. I miss this feeling – roaming aimlessly with a nervousness – and the abyss of feeling lost – You always win something. You always find something gorgeous. The evergreen moss, the massive jaws drooling in the pouring rain. A chamber that breathes and echoes – a sweet reverberation – a hive you want to fill with candlelight and a dark red wine.
Still, it would feel empty – this imaginary place. Wood rots, and enriches the soil, but cannot wholly thrive beyond that. But the sky […]
Your eating disorder breaks my soul. < / 3
you deserve all the love for yourself in the universe. I like that someone complimented you. One of those sun peaks through the clouds moments that feels nice for a second.
Your sister was a little insensitive, and I’m sorry you cried like that. I’m sorry those negative thoughts possessed you enough to harm yourself in those ways, the corset and the rest… It’s okay to be imperfect, nobody’s perfect, I wish you could feel that, more than anything.
Also, you are very smart. Your witty intuition and beautiful words in your entries came […]