First I’d like to point out that I have had both my grandfather and a close girlfriend commit suicide, my girlfriend did so with a gun while I was on the phone with her back in 2007. I spend an ample amount of time alone now, because I have nobody to be around, no one to talk to. My thoughts continue to poison me more with every moment. A girl that I believe I have a crush on now, who knows the way that I feel has no time for me. I was browsing several suicide prevention sites yesterday, doing everything I could to deceive […]