I don’t know why i always feel the urge to just end it when things go wrong. every fight with my girlfriend, every time something is not quite right i just want to kill myself. I feel like i am broken. i feel like i am living in a constant struggle to be happy. I don’t go a day without thinking about killing myself. i don’t think my girlfriend knows how bad it really is. I recently attempted suicide and was very close to actually dying. you would think she would lay off just a little, she acts like nothing even happened. she […]
