I pray and dream of only one thing and that is to fall.
I want to fall from that edge so high.
I want to feel that moment of peace that passes through me as im in the air.
I want to feel that single moment of pain as my body hits the ground.
I want to die..
If i survive this then i will know that God really does hate me..
I feel as though someone has cut me open,
Ripped out my insides
And replaced it all with so much pain, hate and uncertanty…
The only thing i can be sure of
Is that i will NOT live through another year like this
Soon i will say Goodbye to me for one last time.
What do i do now, when i can no longer find any reason to live and yet so many to die?
90 xanax and 60 zoloft
All i get is 3days of uninterupted sleeo.
God i hate this world
I was ready to DIE yet. You keep me here
Why? Why? Why?
What i wouldnt do to no longer be apart of it.
All i want is away out of this horrible place is that so wrong???
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