understanding

I don’t understand how if we want to talk on the phone with someone we can privately message them to see if they are available.

Words on a screen are one thing but it would be nice to talk to someone.

I have other suicidal friends and I talk with them sometimes, but for me, scheduling of need is always an issue.  When they call me I am not available, and when I call them, vice versa.  I have found that I go out of my way and then have no one when I am in need.

I am so tired of being tired.

Things are hard for me […]