… I’ve come to realize there is nothing. Really. Nothing.
There is no “signifigant other.” Just a bunch of guys who are after one thing.
There is no sanity. It’s worry after worry after worry.
No peace.
There are days that turn into nights into day. Nothing in between.
I want off this rock.
I’ve failed miserably at everything I’ve touched.
I’ve fucked it all up.
all of it nothing matters no one gives a shit work is all i do used is all i get
tired