I will begin this exactly as my heading describes, where should I start? I have to check myself constantly. If I speak freely, I sound callous. I am far from. I have a five year old who relies on my ability to not be callous. I have a boyfriend who loves me and my daughter and loves the part of me that is untouchably optimistic. That being said, a big part of me is constantly pretending for everyone else’s sake. I’m always pretending to be ok. So my parents, child, and friends won’t worry about me. Almost three years ago my daughters father committed suicide. […]
