I fell in love again…with the wrong guy. Why is love always such a horrible experience for me? It’s like I look for someone who isn’t worth the time and energy. But I miss him, I miss him more then I could have ever imagined. I keep wanting to contact him but what happened between us is over, we’re finished. I deleted his number, his text. But the memories are harder to forget. Will anything EVER go right for me? Why do I always keep failing? Wouldn’t it be nice if things would go right just once? JUST ONCE!?!? I give up..like many times before […]
I feel so sad, alone, depressed. I try, I really try hard to find something positive in my life. But everytime I start to believe that maybe life will take a turn to the better something bad happens. Something that crushes my spirit. People don’t care how I feel, if I get hurt, if I don’t sleep at night because I cry. Even though they see me falling apart they turn away and pretend that they don’t know. They do what they want to do even though it affects me as well. I don’t understand why I’m not allowed to be happy, why […]