I’m really upset right now and I haven’t felt like this in a long time. I thought I was getting better. I stopped making suicide jokes and I was starting to feel like I was worth more than nothing. I know I don’t have a very good reason to kill myself but I want to so I can shove it in my mom’s face. She always yells at me when I know I’m in the wrong and she says things like there must be something wrong with me and that I’m messed up in the head. And it hurts me. It hurts me a lot. […]
I’ve read a lot of posts on here without making an account for two reasons. One is because I felt no need to, and the second is because I didn’t want others to laugh with me if they ever found out that I made an account. They would follow me around on here, reading my posts and laughing, thinking that what they do does no harm.
I don’t know where to begin.
I feel like none of my friends are reliable enough. I feel like no matter what, i’ll grow up to be a failure and live alone and not do anything. I feel like I am […]