Dear God,
have you heard my prayers to leave? or have you forsaken me? i need you. i have failed so much in life and now i am failing in death… i cannot leave on my own…. i cannot leave without your help…  you have helped me before… won’t you help me again? one last time…
wasted time… doing nothing… helping no one… being alone… was my life completely in vain? to me it seems that way… oh well… one day i will understand….
i don’t know why but i feel really happy today, im loving my life today and can’t think of a better time to end it…
why not now before things go bad again?
im a sinner and every morning when i wake up im still me… you can hide from annoying people but how can you hide from yourself? no attempts this morning, i’ll stay for the graduation and then i have all summer to try try try again.
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