Just signed up. had googled “I want to die today” and found this site. I know I won’t get the permission I ‘d like… permission to end my life. Suicide is actually only my 2nd option. If I could I’d erase all trace of my life and existence… from all records including peoples memories. I wish I didn’t exist and hadn’t been born. Wish I could just click on “delete” and be gone today. I see no way out.