Hi everyone – it’s been a while. Has anyone given any thought to the location when thinking about suicide. I have my method and date picked out, but I haven’t decided on a location. My method can travel anywhere with me (luckily, I have an allergy I can exploit very easily). The date is going to be my birthday (I always had some sort of weird pleasure walking around cemeteries and seeing graves where people died on their birthday… I’m weird like that). I never gave it much thought until now – I thought I would just die in my house, but now I’m thinking […]
I just found this website and I find some comfort in knowing I’m not alone. I’m a 26 yr old male. My first attempt was over a year ago and honestly, it was amazing. I purposely overdosed on medication. It was a saturday around 2:00 pm. I fell asleep or became unconscious shortly thereafter. At 7:00 pm (I could see my clock from where I was laying) I became conscious again. I knew immediately I wasn’t breathing. I felt paralyzed, but I really didn’t try moving anyways. The first thing that came to my head was a choice: I could either try to breathe, get […]